I’m too tired. I honestly just want to go to Basel and look at what’s going on outside of this tiny city. Everyone is talking about getting crusty and stuff, and I’d love to sit and have a drink with everyone but I really miss seeing work outside of the context of school. like actual work. School has been really overwhelming even though I have virtually no work left to do, just looking around and seeing how much everyone dislikes each other is a bit exhausting. Not to say I’m exempt from that - but it’s all I hear about. I’m tired of having a deeper discussion, I just am too tired and all this talking just makes me so sad.
I feel so far from everyone I love. I know we’re on the cusp of break but this weight just fell over me. I am so so so so tired and I just want to be next to him again. I’ve had enough of people and school and most things at this point. I could use a bigger kind of escape.